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Tonight -

If you are bored, come by Studio Z. Its a night with little promotion thrown together last minute by Fernando. And don't worry, hanging out here will help Fernando, not Studio Z, so you will not be helping with their evil plot against SF club goers and party throwers. And since you know me and I am on door, you can get in free or get a free drink or something. Ya'll know I'll take care of ya ;)
So far its just rivetpepsquad and styxis, a few others I am not too familiar with personally, though one guy has a really nice camera, omegashade behind the bar, so you know the drinks are strong, and of course, Nando spinning and Kit jumping in every now and then.
Come down and visit.

and thats the way it is....

Firstly -

Dear Carrie,

I am sorry I did not make it to your b-day slumber party. I feel bad about it. I was at the hospital, trying to get my shoulder x-rayed till after midnight, and it didn't even happen. I had to go back on monday. I owe you a birthday something, but what, i do not know. Hope it was a great b-day.

--- P.



I hurt my shoulder last week, thursday night/fri morn. Well, technically, "I" did not hurt it, it was hurt for me during drunken dumbness. Funny thing is, I was telling Stephan, earlier that evening, how I do not quit until I am hurt. Irony? Coincidence? Synchronicity? Poetic Justice?
Anyone who knows me knows I can take pain. Even revell in it at times. But this fucking hurts. Still waiting to find out why, whats wrong with it. ( Extranuous details here )

The various symptoms have me babying it more than I would for just the pain. I can work through pain, its te constant worry the pain means I am damaging it more. As it is, The right shoulder is a bit swollen, and does not have the natural dip the left has.
The most annoying thing is, I need help with everything. Getting dressed, opening enything, doing my hair. Any little bit of resistance hurts like being hit. Not only am I one armed with most things, its my off hand. I can't wash my dishes, hanging up clothes is near to impossible, I can't hardly make any food, I can't write, typing is difficult, Kit does most everything for me. The worst of it is, I can't work. No one wants a slow ass, one handed bartender. And, if I could impress enough to get a gig one handed, there is only so much I can do left handed that does not strain on my right side. Many things I do lefty still hurts. There is a shift this saturday I could have, if I could guarrantee I could use both arms, but as of now, I can't.
Kit has been searching for a third job, a day job. Me, I don't know what to do. "One handed gimpy girl seeks immediate employment. Can't fullfill all aspects of any position, and those that can be fullfilled will be done at half pace."
Hopefully, they will call about the x-rays soon. Three day+ turn around on those.
Well, thats my current update on my life. So ya'll know whats up.

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P.S.

In light of these new financial struggles, my phone is now off and will be for a little while.
Most of you already know access to the internet is intermitent at best, so thats not the best way to get ahold of me.
If you need me for any reason, important or not, call me on Kits phone (415) 240-8761.

--- P