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Feb. 27th, 2009 09:09 pmI just got the phone call. My daddy's mommy just died. I wish I had an emergency fund so I could go my Nana's funeral.
I am sad. I just didn't get to spend any time with her in my adult year. I knew this was coming and wanted to go see her one more time.
I mostly feel for my dad. No matter what age, no matter how expected, it is always a blow when it is your mom. I wish I could go back with him. My mom can't even afford to go so it is just him. At least his sister will be there.
I wish I could take time to remember the strong, independent, German lady, but I have to work now.
I am sad. I just didn't get to spend any time with her in my adult year. I knew this was coming and wanted to go see her one more time.
I mostly feel for my dad. No matter what age, no matter how expected, it is always a blow when it is your mom. I wish I could go back with him. My mom can't even afford to go so it is just him. At least his sister will be there.
I wish I could take time to remember the strong, independent, German lady, but I have to work now.
