mood.

[miss_kae_oz]

I have been sullen lately. Just inexplicably down. Some of what I feel could be situational, but it feels chemical. I can't shake it. I can't make myself want to do anything to shake it. Motivation is nil (or as David put it once, Nihl). I was once introduced to Sushi and vitamin B as a way to fight malaise, but this time, it is not helping. Often, when I get like this, I crave spicy foods. I put tabasco on everything and eat wasabi from a tube.
But I need to get my shit together or I am going to get behind on everything.

Another reason may be some of my classes. One of the subjects is quite rough, the others, the subjects are not particularly dark, but what the teachers talk about is. It is a semester of Rape, sexism, and racism. After my classes, I feel even less like the Polly-Anna I usually am.

The fact that Kit is rarely not grumpy or annoyed and now has a tooth-ache doesn't help either, I am sure.

I will probably try a bit more Sushi therapy with extra wasabi. Then try to get some shit together. Maybe I will buy some Sam E, see if that helps.

Comments

[pygmalion.livejournal.com]

Thats the worst of it, trying to find the motivation to fix it. I want to want to, but I don't. I just want to fast forward to summer.

[yosh.livejournal.com]

Sometimes you don't need to fix it though, just keep going and things work themselves out...

-hugs-

hang in there