out of touch, out of time

... but I'm outta my head when you're not around

I am not reading your lj's today. Not from lack of desire. I can not focus for longer than an sentence and half. My brain no work-y
Found out again on Saturday that when one is unhappy in life on many levels, booze does not improve the situation. Even if Especially if the booze is a special b-day mix of Feuerzangenbowle made with way too much rum, but was oh-so tasty.
My sleep schedule is screwed. Can't sleep between 3-8am. No matter how tired, just can't. My brain won't leave me alone.
I am trying to ground myself until I become more functional, obtain some form of income, or just figure out how to pay rent then replace my phone, but I am not sure that is improving anything either.
I know I have messages from friends I should return, but I just can't get my head together to get things done and can't keep up.

So I am really out of touch. Not just because of phone dysfunction, but mental as well.